A Whiskey Day

One day, you’ll pour a whiskey, and you won’t realize it’s your last.

There will be no warning. No spotlight from God. Just another Tuesday night, another dirty glass, another habit. You’ll sit down, like you always do.

But because a part of you, the part that’s been kicked around, knows that time is always a thief in the night, you don’t drink to forget. That’s a sucker’s game. You drink to remember.

And so you sit there. The day doesn’t have to be loud to matter. You think about the years. The faces of the women you lost and the few you were lucky enough to find. You let the ghosts have a seat at the table. Maybe you let out a little laugh, a dry, rattling sound at the whole goddamn joke of it all.

And then you finish your drink.
Just like you always do.
You put the glass down.
Get up.
And walk off into the other room.

No big send-off. No final, profound thought.

Because you don’t know that this was your last.

Because that’s the way life works. You’re not told this is your last whiskey. Are you sure? Hope You treated it Like it could be.

Cheers! One day.

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James O

Born behind a Tommy’s Burgers to a mother I had to divorce at thirteen, just to survive. I was homeless in Los Angeles by sixteen, armed with nothing but a backpack full of rage. I clawed my way out through a crooked high school diploma and a failed stint in the Navy that got me ninety days in the brig and a boot back to the street.

I decided the world wasn't going to give me a damn thing, so I took it. I went from the shipyards to drafting rooms to building my own engineering firms. I learned the game, held my ground against the suits, and became a self-made millionaire with an office in Singapore before I was thirty. I chased the American Dream and, for a while, I caught that bastard by the throat.

Then I did the stupidest thing a man can do: I retired at thirty-five. Thought I could buy peace. I built a fortress of money and success on a yuppie ranch in Oregon, a monument to everything I’d survived. But the cage wasn't to keep the world out; it was to keep me in. And the one person I handed the key to, the one I trusted inside my walls? She turned out to be a ghost, wearing the face of the same damn madness I’d spent my whole life trying to outrun.