Stories That Bleed Truth – Blood in My Stool Blog

Explore raw, unfiltered reflections on life, loss, identity, and love. From monogamy to madness, these real-life stories pull no punches — and they just might hit home.

The Convert

After the whole sabbatical thing in Sedona, after the beautiful Ukrainian girl evaporated like a good dream, I was lost. I got back on the dating apps, and it was

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Marble Sculpture

They tell you, when you’re young, that you’re a block of marble. A clean, perfect, untouched slab of potential. You can be anything, they say. Anything you want. You don’t

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Legalize Prostitution

You scroll through the dating apps, and it’s a goddamn comedy. Every other profile, a woman staring into the camera, trying to look both sexy and profound, and the caption

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The Gospel of a Dying World

The demise of humanity seems to be closer than ever before. You don’t need to read the newspapers; you can just go get a goddamn burrito. I’m in my truck

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Sky King (1989-2018)

They called him Richard Russell, but that was just the name on his timecard. He was a ground service agent, which is a nice way of saying he was one

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The Real Santa Claus

It was Christmas Eve in Covina, California. You know the scene. A perfect suburban night, the air smelling of pine needles and roasting meat. The houses all lit up, inflatable

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Meow Meow

My mother had left us again, my little brother and me, for another night of chasing whatever it is a lonely, drunk woman chases in a town full of potental

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Ping Pong

My time in the Philippines left a permanent scar on my opinion of the whole goddamn population out there. It’s not a simple place. The women, they’re a beautiful, confusing,

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Are You Kidding Me

I was living in Sedona at the time, at the tail end of my sabbatical, and the goddamn quiet was starting to get too loud. The silence was screaming. I

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A Shovel for My Thoughts

I was bouncing between two shitholes at the time: Sharon’s house, which was a sad apartment complex of white trash that had been left behind in Lakewood, and Lewis’s house,

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Universal Fear of the Unknown

They have a name for it now, a nice, clean, scientific-sounding name they cooked up in some university basement: “The Universal Fear of the Unknown.” It’s the kind of thing

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